Kene tagged da...

dah kene brp hari lepas dah.. tak wat pun..tapi atas dasar rasa kene sporting,so aku pun wat la tag ni..arghh..haruuu...

7 things I plan to do before I die

1-Lengkapkan amal ibadat,wat cukup cukup ataupun terlebih,takmo ader kurang..
2-Nak kawen dah kawen,nak anak,bulan depan kuar,so..nak tgk anak berjaya dalam hidup in his/her future.
3-Wanna travel around the world dgn family,gi umrah and haji,especially honeymoon ngan hubby.
4-To live happily and blessed by Allah..
5-further study,continue mana yg tak sudah lagi and further atas sikit..
6-to have my own business (nak jadi businesswoman)
7-buat wasiat.. =D

7 things I could do

1-jalan jalan sehari suntuk
2-think about a problem sampai dapat solution
3-motivate other people
4-do nothing at all sehari suntuk
5-learn very fast
6-forgive and forget,then pretend nothing ever happened
7-be friended to strangers in short time

7 things I could not do

1-show my sadness or my temper
2-tgk cerita sedih2
3-tgk kucing kene dera ke,tak makan ke..kucing kat tepi jalan ke,rasa nak bawak balik..heheh
4-buat keputusan segera
5-say no or cannot (bukan tak boleh buat,susah sket arr..)
6-tak call hubby (at least sekali sehari)
7-buat keje kene paksa

7 celebrity crushes

1-Christopher Reeve (masa dia muda dulu la)
2-Amitabh Bachan
3-Sean Connery
4-Yusof Haslam
5-Jins Samsudin
6-Rosyam Nor
7-Shah Rukh Khan

7 most overused words

1- ek?
2- ye ke?
3- lorr..
4- caner ni?
5- aiseh..
6-hmmmm
7-ntah la..

7 tags
aiseh..mostly sumer dah tagged la..caner ni?belasah je la..

1-ima
2-pajan
3-encah
4-mie dak^penang
5-blinky
6-spiral
7-afdlin shauki! (wakakakaka)

huraghh...nak pecah paler wotak aku wat bende nih..sampai kurang dah kepek keladi mama untuk raya ni dikerjakan..hehehhe

Get to know urself better!

Dapat bende nih dari Ima..Korang try arr gak..Ini hasil dari test yg aku wat..hehehe..adakah itu aku?

Get to know yourself better
http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx/test82.aspx

Your view on yourself:
Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education:
You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

cuaca seiring kisah hari ini...

ALFATIHAH

Al fatihah but Allahyarhamah Datin Seri Endon,isteri kepada perdana menteri kita,Pak Lah.Meninggal kerana penyakit barah payudara.Seharian perjalanan terakhirnya di dunia ini diutarakan di media.Cuaca pun turut sama mendung dan suram mengiringi pemergian beliau.Semoga rohnya dicucuri rahmat.Aminn..

Kick Chart

Kelmarin pegi klinik,gradual checkup mcm biasa la.Patutnya semalam kene pegi lagi untuk test MGTT (uji glukosa) coz kene urin kotor =( tapi tak pegi,demam.Next rabu baru gi.Nurse bagi kick chart.Kene tick pergerakan baby dalam pewot within 9 am to 9 pm,mesti ada at least 10 gerakan.If less kene jumpa doktor terus takut implikasi pada baby.Alhamdulillah,start semalam dia moved 10 times,tu pun lebih sebenarnya.Especially lepas 9 pm,time baba dia balik lagi aktif gerak.Sayang baba dia gaknya.. =D Kalau kat tepon pun dia dah kenal sore baba dier,sibuk kita bercakap kat tepon dgn baba dier,dia kat dalam pun dung dang dung dang..adoii la...hehehhe..

Demam

Semalam seharian lepak melepek je.Tak on pc pun.Baba plak bz sampai malam..tupun balik mandi,kuar balik jumpa customer collect dokumen.Memula dah tertido awal kul 8 - 10.Pastu celik jap la,tunggu baba balik lagi.Baba balik terus tido.Sedar kul 2 lebih baba tak tido,tgk bola sambil jaga bu demam..Bu tido balik.Terjaga kul 4 lebih nak gi toilet,baba still tgk bola,kibas2 nyamuk kat bu..Cian dier..Mlm tadi tak bukak aircond,takut nanti demam bu tambah teruk.Baba kata bu ni tak tahan sejuk,cepat effect kat sendi,nanti baba nak belikan water heater.. hmm...Kaki kanan bu ni lenguh,baring ngereng je..baba tolong sapu minyak angin..Rasa terharu sangat..bertambah sayang kat baba..Sayanggggg sangat!Muah muah.Love u baba..Bahagianya...

StudioTraffic

Previous post pasal ST nih salah kira la..pi campur earning ngan level plak..hehehe..lepas conversation dgn Mr Jack,baru paham ST nih sebenornya.Not bad arr..Bila wat calculation sendiri balik,bagaimana member yg invest USD1K tuh mendapat hasil,rasa mcm skrg gak nak masuk USD1K!tapi..nak korek mana?? heheheh..nanti la..di suatu hari... =D

MSJBOX

Jeles pulak tgk blogskin baru ima.Kaler baru,biruuu.Nak tukar gak..tapi byk keje arr..nanti nantilah..tapi yg lebih jeles tu ialah pada chat box aka shoutbox yg bertukar kepada MSJBOX.Ada avatar,boleh reply2..best tu..Nak register kene ada invitation la pulak..Dok tunggu si Mie neh.Tadi dok balun tido punya la lama.La ni kuar pulak berbuka pose di Pertama Tom Yam Permatang Pauh.Tunggu sampai ke malam le gamaknya.hehehhe

RadioBlog

Dah dapat hosting sendiri dah.Beli tau!cuma belum bayar je..heheheh..Thanks to Hisyam from Sandakan yg byk guide me utk kegilaan radio di blog neh..heheheh..Dah masuk setting frame dah.Cuma nak masuk lagu belum lagi.Tunggu jugak si Hisyam ni online nanti nanti.Hopefully takde la sampai memalam sgt macam sebelum ni.Hmm...

Kak Naz YML

Sajer kasik glemer kak naz lagik..hehehe..jgn mare kak naz..Dapat emel dr dia tadi.pasal ader citer pasal dier kat baby blog.hehehe..gelak besar akakkkkkk...takde intention apa apa..sajer menceritakan apa yg berlaku dan terjadi je..diharap kak naz tak kecik ati ye.. ;)

costume aku kat umah ari ni -> kain batik dan t-shirt <- nampak bulatttt pewott..(tak setahun sekali aku pakai kain batik nih..heheheh

Standing Still but have to more straight and firm..

Im still standing but must keep up straight and firm.Hate this feel and feel unuf all of these!Cannot count on anyone anymore!Must stand on myself and go for what i want and what i want to do!I think the devil in me is coming out again but the good devil la..In few weeks i will deliver my first child.I must be strong,must be myself coz seems like i lost the true identity.Its not that im being hypocrite or whatsoever..Just more act to pleased other people but me.Had the feel 'ENUF' oready.What have to be done must be done.What have to do must be going!Wanna start over everything.My child will be my new life with new way.I must be strong and hope Allah will give me the strength to stand straight and firm..Aminn...

Artist: Kelly Clarkson
Song: Behind These Hazel Eyes
Album: Breakaway (2004)

Seems like just yesterday
You were a part of meI used to stand so tall
I used to be so strong
Your arms around me tight
Everything, it felt so right
Unbreakable, like nothin' could go wrong
Now I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hanging on

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

I told you everything
Opened up and let you in
You made me feel alright
For once in my life
Now all that's left of me
Is what I pretend to be
So together, but so broken up inside
'Cause I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hangin' on

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

Swallow me then spit me out
For hating you, I blame myself
Seeing you it kills me now
No, I don't cry on the outside
Anymore...

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

'Epilog Cinta' Madah di malam hari..

Berlatarbelakangkan lagu lagu cinta di YM,sesambil membelek belek blogku sendiri,mencari idea penyudah blog babyku,ku terbaca blog memberku agak lewat(biasanya hari hari baca)..Berpisah rupanya dia..patutlah semacam je kelmarin bila chat dgnku..tak sempat nak bertanya lebih lanjut 2 hari ni kerana aku online agak lewat.sibuk membantu mama membuat kuih raya.di keheningan malam menanti suami tersayang pulang dari mencari rezeki,datang mood sentimentalku dan ilham untuk bermadah serta berpuisi...telah kuciptakan satu untuk ima..

cinta tiada titik noktah.berakhirnya satu ikatan tak mematikan cinta.samaada berubah rasa cinta itu atau beralih arah.bertukar ganti seiring masa dan situasi serta siapa yg kita dampingi.cinta sentiasa ada..kenali ia dan hargai ia..yg paling penting..kenanginya dalam perspektif yg berbeza setiap masa...cinta itu indah.itulah hakikatnya walaupun kita sering terluka dan berduka kerananya...

diharap dapatlah menenangkan hatinya yang sedih dan keliru itu..cinta itu abstrak..huh..(sambil tersenyum sinis) teringat aku akan ungkapan itu,dari seorang bekas kekasih.dia merupakan seorang tujuan cintaku satu ketika dulu.bertahun menanti dengan harapan akan terjalin jodoh antara kami namun..akhirnya..masing masing kahwin orang lain..heheh..lucu kan?itulah yang dinamakan jodoh,suratan takdir atau kehendakNYA.kita hanya mampu merancang namun Tuhan yang menentukannya..Kami masih lagi berkawan dan ber'cinta'..Aha..jgn salah tafsir..cinta kami tak lebih sebagai kawan,kawan yang mengambil berat dan bertanya khabar antara satu sama lain..yang masih menjalinkan ukhuwah yg dilarang islam untuk memutuskannya..kami merasa gembira dan bahagia untuk masing2..sering doa mendoakan..begitulah 'cinta' berpanjangan.......

Ding dong bengong ting tong..

Hari ni aku rasa mcm tak 'center' sket.Tak tau le naper?maybe pasal rimas tak berapa sihat ni kot..Semalam Jen cuti,kene la tolong mama dari pagi sampai petang lepas berbuka tu,tapi seronok gak,part buat bakul baju baby.Comey giler!!Suka suka suka!Sudahnya letih betol.Kaki lenguh.Kul 8 dah tido.Baba dok ngadap PC dari lepas buka tuh.Aku bangun kul 10 lebih tgk dia dok ngadap lagi.Tak abis abis tgk gambar kereta.Hmm...Dah minat dia..Biorla..Aku baring sesambil tgk tv,citer Labu Labi.Pastu sambung tgk Azura pulak.Baba still depan PC.Lapar,makan,sambung tgk tv lagik.Sampai pukul baper tau?Pukul 4 pagi baru kitowang tido.Tst tst tst tst tst..Ntah apa apa kan?

STUDIOTRAFFIC

Hari ni aku try calculate income hasil yg bakal aku dapat dari ST ni kalau aku continously rolling modal aku neh.NOT BAD! Bulan keempat nanti hasilnya lebih kurang 3++USD (RM12++).Hasil keje dari lepak ngadap pc and surfing je. =D Ima dah berjangkit dgn kegilaan aku nie.Maybe next month dia nak modal plak.heheheh..Thanks bebanyak to Blinky dan Mie yang melayan soalan soalan cepumas regarding to ST nih.Bebanyak kredit utk both of u! ;-)

Offer Keje

Tadi aku dapat call dari Sunway Group ke Sunway Club camtu le offer keje as receptionist.Ada shift plak tu ; 8-4.30,12-8,3-11.Gaji not bad.RM1,200.Macam kat Yang Ming arituh le.Dapat resume aku dari Jobstreet tapi dia tak baca betul kot.Aku available February nanti coz aku bersalin dan dalam pantang.

Lagu hari ini

Syiok abis dengar lagu Kelly Clarkson - Because of You.Saper2 yg suka juga, nih lirik lagu dia.Nak masukkan radio kat blog ni tak sempat sempat lagi.Nanti nati la ye..Enjoy!!

Because of You-Kelly Clarkson
I will not make
The same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself
Cause my heart so much misery
I will not break
The way you did, you fell so hard
I’ve learned the hard way
To never let it get that far

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so i don’t get hurt
Because of youI find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you i am afraid

I lose my way
And it’s not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because i know that’s weakness in your eyes
I’m forced to fake
A smile, a laugh, every day of my life
My heart can’t possibly break
When it wasn’t even whole to start with

I watched you die
I heard you cry every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone elseYou just saw your pain
And now i cry in the middle of the night
For the same damn thing

Because of you
Because of you
Because of you i am afraid

Because of you i never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you i learned to play on the safe side so i don’t get hurt
Because of you i try my hardest just to forget everything
Because of youI don’t know how to let anyone else in
Because of youI’m ashamed of my life because it’s empty
Because of you i am afraid

Because of you

Dah ponteng.. =(

Hari ni puasa yg ke-4.Bangun sahur pagi tadi,sahur macam biasa tapi badan dah rasa semacam.Kurang minum air malam tadi.Ubat dan vitamin pun tak makan.Bangun pagi ni kepala rasa pening,perut tak sedap,rasa semacam,sengal sengal,rasa nak muntah pun ada.Ikutkan hati nak teruskan puasa jugak tapi sendi dah rasa lemah.Baba dgn mama suruh buka sebab tengok bu dah semacam.Kesian kat baby.Bu pun berbuka la hari ni.Rasa sayang tinggal puasa tapi kalau memudaratkan susah juga.

Gelodak perasaan

This week bu carry baby dalam pewot dah 32 minggu = lebih kurang 8 bulan.8 bulan! Lagi sebulan lebih sikit je..Ikut accurate calculation, 7 minggu! Dalam hati tu dah tak sabar nak dokong dan pangku anak.Nak susukan dia, but at the same time,gerun jugak la.Macam macam fikir.Risau.Malam tadi baca pasal ubat bius Epidural untuk kelegaan masa bersalin kat forum AM.net.Epidural tu akan menghilangkan rasa sakit masa bersalin,means tak rasa la.Hilang nikmat sakit bersalin,tapi sanggup ke merasainya???Aiiyoo..pening...Pastu pulak ada yang kata if amik epidural ni ada side effect, sakit belakang.Gulp! Tapi ada yang kata tidak.Entahla.Tengokla nanti..Hmmm....

Ramadhan ke-3

Kejap je dah masuk Ramadhan ketiga..Kalau sampai hari ni pose..dapat la tiga hari.. =)
Hari ni kat Wanita Hari Ini (pukul 2.30-3.30 di TV3) ada slot UmmikuSayang.Group yg bu join..Kene tgk ni..Seronok join group ni,byk info dpt especially Islamic Parenting.All ummis and abis are very cool..Sharing mcm2 info,help each other,buat gathering yg membina dan lain lain lagi. Bersyukur jumpa group ni as i will deliver my first baby.Happy sangat..Alhamdulillah..Nak share dgn family & friends yg lain la.In my head, nak inform kak siti/abg kiki,kak mukminah/abg fauzi,density,kak maya,and maria.Yg lain kalau teringat nanti inform gak.Heheeh..

Tak abis2 sekam.. =(

Sekam ni tak baik baik lagi..tapi dah byk kurang la..bila la nak baik betul ni ek? hmmm....sabar aje la...

Salam Ramadhan..

Assalamualaikum semua..

Selamat menjalani ibadah puasa.Semoga segala amalan kita diterima oleh Allah S.W.T.Alhamdulillah,so far sampai pukul 3:49 waktu pc bu ni,boleh tahan lagi puasa.Takde rasa letih ke,lapar ke..cuma ngantuk je.=D hehehehheh..sbb dari tadi bangun sahur kul 4.30 tak tido sampai kul 11.Pukul 11 tadi lelap la kejap sampai kul 1..Baby dalam perut pun baik je..Tak wat hal..Dah bagitau masa sahur tadi.. 'Sayang,bu puasa hari ni.Jangan nakal nakal ye..'

Sekam di kaki

Masih sakit lagi.Semalam gi check up baby.Patutnya pegi hari Isnin tapi tak larat sangat sbb kaki ni sakit.Malas nak jalan.Nasib baik nurse kat klinik ibu dan anak tu mood ok,lagipun ramai ibu2 dah balik.Tinggal kita sorang je,cepat sikit la servisnya. =) Cuma silapnya sampai dah pukul 12.Pukul 1 dah tutup untuk makan tengahari.Pukul 2 kene datang balik.Urine kotor,kene jumpa doktor.Pasal sekam ni pun nak jumpa doktor gak.Dah tak tahan dah.Berdenyut denyut.Nurse kat klinik ibu dan anak tu kata,maybe kene cabut kuku.Alamak!takutnya!tapi..nak baik punya pasal..jumpa la jugak..uwaa...Nasib baik doktor tu baik sangat,lembut je.Masa pegi tu,bungkus la ibu jari kaki ni,takut terlanggar apa apa nanti sakit. =( Doktor tu pun bukak la masa nak check tu.Punya la hati-hati sampai dia pulak yg say sorry kat kita.Takut kita sakit.Alahai...hilang sakit time tu...Tanya kat doktor tu,kene cabut kuku ke?Doktor tu kata,dia tak pernah kasi order untuk cabut kuku.Selalu dia kasi ubat dan pencuci je.Fuhh..legenye la bila dengar camtu.Untuk semalam kene cuci luka sekam ni kat dressing room kat klinik tu.Kemudiannya balik kene buat sendiri.Masa nurse dresser tu cuci..adoi mak...sakit tu...dia tenyeh tenyeh je..tapi bersih arr..ditaruknya ubat,pastu bungkus..Sesambil tu dia tanya la caner leh jadi teruk camni,so bu explain la yg macam macam ubat bu taruh.Segala gamat,inai,antiseptik cream..Rupa rupanya silapnya pada ubat ubat gamat..Gamat sumber hidup yg menggalakkan pertumbuhan daging kat luka tu..tu yg makin teruk tu..Tobat la takmo pakai lagi gamat gamat nih..GAMAT!!! Oppss..lupa.Guess what? For the first time sepanjang mengandung ni,weight turun 0.6kg.Mcm tak percaya je,maybe pasal tak lalu makan sejak sakit sekam ni kot...

Pindah PC

Kelmarin pindah pc masuk dalam bilik supaya selesa sket.Kat belakang tu panas,sempit.Lagi2 sekarang ni dah join Studio Traffic dan buat blog baba ,spend byk masa arr kat pc ni..Kalau dah beli baby cot dah takde tempat,melainkan keluarkan tv kesayangan baba nih.Depends on him la,nak tido ngan tv ke nak tido ngan anak nanti?? heheheh...(ada unsur ugutan tak di situ?) Tapi dalam tempoh berpantang nanti mungkin tido bilik mama kot,coz bilik mama besar sket,tumpang letak baby cot sementara baba decide nak 'berpisah' ngan tv kesayangan dia atau tak..heheheh..

Dah petang pun,Selamat Berbuka Puasa pada semua yang berpuasa..Yang tak puasa tu,makan la sama sama.hihiihi..

Masih sakit lagi... =(

Sekam di kaki ni masih sakit lagi,tapi taklah sakit teruk dan berdenyut2 sangat.Thanks to Jay yg strongly suggest taruh inai.Dia selalu kene katanya,dan selalu mujarab la guna inai tu.Memang rasa sejuk.Malam boleh la tido aman sket..tapi..pagi ni bangun sakitnya..Gi mandi,cuci inai tu,tgk2 macam lagi teruk tapi tak sakit.Isi tepi kuku tu terkeluar,berdarah sikit.Ingatkan taknak lagi taruh inai tu,tapi pikir balik,mungkin dah nak baik kot.So,taruk jugak la.Sesambil ngadap pc ni,gantung kaki kat shelf bawah meja komputer,kurang sakitnye..

Kenduri rumah jiran

Jiran sebelah rumah ni (Tok Mah) ada kenduri pernikahan cucu dia.Dah sebelah rumah mestilah dijemput kan?Tapi macam malas je nak pegi.Dah la kaki camni.Baba pulak ada bisul kat kaki dan mata kene ketumbit.Lagipun nak jimatkan lauk kenduri Tok Mah tu. =D Bukan apa,dia tu memang kedekut sikit.Berkira.Mula2 dia nak suruh mama tolong masakkan untuk jemputan lebih kurang 80 orang,extra 20 orang untuk family la tu gaknya..Jaji nak kasi duit nak beli barang hari Khamis lepas.Memang pagi2 anak dia, Kak Miah datang,tapi bagitau kata kensel coz dia dah amik catering.Takpe la tu..tak kisah.Semalam Tok Mah datang lagi,jemput kami suruh datang hari ni le.Ada ke mintak tolong mama suruh bagitau caterer tu simpankan lauk untuk makan malam?? Kan ke dia tuan rumah,cakap la sendiri.Maleh nak layan.. =P Dah pukul 2 lebih dah,takde orang pun yang datang.Geng2 mama je yang baru pegi ni.. Tst..tst..tst..kesiann betulll... Tengok dari tingkap,ada la 4-5 orang pakcik2 yang tengah tunggu pihak lelaki datang untuk akad nikah.Mama suruh Jen panggil Baba pegi buat ramaikan majlis.Baba dah malas..tapi macam kesian pulak..Lepas bu settle surf Studio Traffic ni bu gi la..hmmm....